I did it finally

started my application for on-line study in a counselling psych program out of AB
we'll see how it goes...if i get in, may have to settle for the Certificate vs. MA as my gpa is slightly lower than required...and i've not done any work in the field yet
at worst i lose the application fee, at best i've tried to fulfill a dream

k, have to admit, not doing so great at the "letting go" part
i wrote a series of letters to myself yesterday on the topic
i'm pretty much friendless in cyberspace ...despite many contacts from far and wide and i truly appreciate their communiqués (when i'm feeling up to it)...feeling badly for the ones i've let fall by the wayside recently
ok, i'm not the heliocentric trope of the blogzone ...have never been the centre of attention, and don't need to be, only to be appreciated

ok, i'm internal, sensitive, guarded
uncertain
cautious
hurt
and no one that i know here really knows me enough to truly care
so? toughen up Kath is my message to me today
learn to stop hanging onto moving trains!

NEXT!...there are plenty of others who have interest in me, stop obsessing about those that want to buy other girls ice cream cones!
hey, don't you at least owe me a ...? nope, no one owes anybody anything, i know that
most especially here

sorry, i'm not of interest to you anymore
someone will find me such, i know
there are plenty of other fish,
but i'm seeking dolphins this time!