live your own life

forget the Train 48 style bloggers who live inside others heads, thoughts, ideas
the armshair psychologists
the wanna be beings of cyberspace
it's odd how we become so interested in the gossipy play-by-play of those whose lives don't touch us, don't heal us, don't do much of anything except maybe hinder us, distract us from our own "stuff"....how often i have used relationships to deter me from working on my own goals...a ready-made reason for failing

Saw Brokeback Mt. this eve, a reminder of the endless power of true love, and the sorrow that society will look upon our private lives with censorship...
still, no matter what the cost, how deep the pain, i know in my heart there is just one way to go....i must continue to seek that elusive love..... it's all that matters....in the meantime i have plenty to do!
now to refocus and let the past die...